| Tired tired tired tired tired tired |
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| My feelings during sophomore year suddenly came rushing back . Now i remember why i was so angry at you. Thanks for reminding me. Thanks a lot. |
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| Today marks the start of my freedom (until April 13 at least). My Chem finals turned out to be a pain in the ass which made me feel like i wasted 4 days of my life studying for it... but that doesn't matter because i'm just glad to get it over with. On another note, I bought (and not to mention, finished reading) The Little Prince today. Which marks the first book i finished this summer! Yaaay! I have yet to re-read and analyze it further though. Huhuhu. Why does it have to be such a philosophical book :(  Raffe, studying chem with me :)  Very interesting (but difficult to understand) book
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| "Lead me Lord, even though at times i'd rather go along my way." Four years of singing this song, and today, it has spoke to me once again. |
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| Till i get my much awaited freedoommmm! I'm too excited, i can't even get myself to study for my Chem finals. Sigh sigh, missed exemptions by .2 :( I was devastated at first (I think I still am). I mean, come on? Who wouldn't be? It made me think of all of the 'what ifs.' What if i just passed one more quiz? What if i guessed that item worth 5 points in that last exam right? What if i decided to review my notes again before the second exam? What if i studied for 5 more minutes? 4? 3? 2? 1? Would it make any difference? Maybe it would, maybe it won't. I've been forcing myself to study for the finals since yesterday, and to be honest, there isn't much progress. Why do i feel so close to giving up when it's so damn near? I keep saying God has a plan and God has a reason in my mind, but this experience made me realize that i do not fully grasp the meaning of that very powerful line. Sigh, disappointing. Just 6 more chapters and a lot of problem solving practicing to do before it's all over. Patience is a virtue, Emily. |
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